Bigg Boss fame Sana Khan expecting her first child with Mufti Anas in July; says, "Can't wait to hold my baby in my arms"

Sana Khan along with her husband Anas recently had a conversation with a religious channel where she got candid about her journey into devotion and what made her change her direction from showbiz to religion. The former actress and her husband announced that they are expecting their first child, Sana's delivery is due in the month of July.

I am very happy, I found the peace I was looking for. I found a husband who takes me closer to Allah. I am at peace and we both are working to get closer to each other. I was wishing in haram that I want to make my child aalim. We are announcing here that during the Haj days, we will have a little one. I am very happy, I am looking forward to it. Emotionally, I have had many ups and downs. I am waiting to have my baby in my arms. We are expecting our first child due in July.

I am working on my Skin brand and now I have launched my own clothing brand. I also have a charity fund. I try to use my fame for good work. And if we talk about deen, then I am still learning. It is a very long way to go, I try and try every day that my relationship with Allah gets better with time. I might become a small reason to make other people understand and give them hope to come back to him.

I used to pray, and the Quran used to happen once in a year. The Imaan used to come and go in terms of connecting with Allah. One fine day, I just had a realization that I don't belong here. I think it was Allah's signal, I was not surrounded by any deeni people to tell me what I was doing was haram. I knew that I didn't want to take a backstep. I knew Anas, we connected back and that was Allah's way, he knew this was already planned.

2019 was very rough on me, especially emotionally. It was in the month of Ramadan. In the last days, when I used to see burning blazing graves and see myself inside them. I used to see myself screaming for help. I used to stay awake all night. As a Muslim, you would know what this dream was. (Katar jumma). It happened for a week and then I was scared. That is when things started taking a U-turn in my life. I wanted to bring those changes to me, but I couldn't talk about it. People used to see the happy Sana, but internally I was broken.

I was offered Khatron Ke Khiladi which was being shot in Mumbai. Anas was okay with me doing the show, however, I was on the fast track. I didn't want to do the show. I knew that if I would do that, I would go there then I would change. There was a lot of money involved, I was getting what I quoted but I didn't want to delay the Hidayat anymore. If I take up the show then I will have to remove my hijab and I didn't want to do that. I thought this was the right time and I chose Hidayat over Khatron Ke Khiladi.

Anas revealed, "I sat in vegetable tempo to reach Mumbai to meet Sana and her family. From Surat, I had to change the tempo and ended up sitting in a chicken tempo. My friends were concerned about why am I going by hook or crook. I finally reached Mumbai in the chicken tempo. Sana was waiting for me as I had to meet her mother and get her to agree to the marriage. Later, she came to Gujarat, where my mother thought we are brother and sister. I told Sana that we are going to married and not what my mother thought mistakenly. I have never forced her for deeni, she did it all on her own."

He further shared, "My marriage with Sana was Allah's wish, our relationship became instrumental for bringing her on the path of heaven from the hell she was living in past."